So basically, I get the feeling that I'm wasting my time with some people.  If i'm not wanted, I don't have to waste my  time trying to make myself wanted.  Point taken, I get it.  I guess I'll move on to something else.  I have a full life ahead of me, you know?  I have all the options in the world, and it's time I started to persue some of them.  Let the games begin.  Here I go, and I intend to come out on top.

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that, try to get you back
Good Lord, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I won't do nothing to you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a flip about you
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a flip about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

Ha.  Well I haven't posted on this thing in eons.  Thats a long time in case you didn't know. 

I'm being so lazy today.  I've been trying to get a job, and I'm a little discouraged that nothing has come along so far.

Right now I'm listening to billy joel's piano man, which is a great song.  I love Billy Joel.  He's brilliant.

I really don't know what to talk about.   The medicine I take makes me really tired for a while after I take it, and so right now, I'm fighting to keep my eyes open.  It's a daily occurence.  I'm used to it.

Back when I was in school, my first class, you could always tell when I started having trouble staying awake...my notes started going diagonally down the page, and eventually, my nose ended up being the punctuation at the end of a sentence.

That was random.  Anyway, I suppose I need to go brush my teeth, and get productive.   I don't really want to, but if I don't, my nose might end up typing something I don't want it to on here, and then people would come after me with pitch forks.  So, see ya'll later.